i realised...i like nerds. :)

HAHA. those closest to me can attest to that!

had a very gd rest the whole of yday bcos some plans were cancelled, and it was alright bcos i could slack at home and let my wound heal.
and i talked to sean ang last night again, usually i don't blog about it but this time, i will bcos all you admirers of sean out there....he's not taken.LOL.
i simply don't understand how ppl can get jealous of pure friendships, really.
we talked a lot abt squash, LIKE DUH, and about clubs and stuff, cos i told him about molly asking me to go down for safra training. i trust sean alot, and i actually value his opinions and views more than people realise. well, other than coach of cors. he's really knowledgeable, and i'm very grateful to have that someone who will always clarify my doubts and fears about certain things. he doesn't have that arrogant streak which many players of his standard would carry around, and it makes him so much more approachable, and the fact that he is willing to share and help, and not complain one bit, makes others respect him a whole lot more. excellent. :)
OKOK. thats enough. thank gdness he doesn't read my blog. heh.

oh, so yea i stayed awake while waitin for one person's call -coughalvincough-, but i just dozed off after talkin to sean. ...and that alvin called me at 6+am............obviously he woke me up. duh.
so yea made plans and i couldn't sleep because i knew i wouldn't be able to wake up after that.

but i was amazed when i saw that he propped up the stuff i did for him on his shelf, of cors together with other stuff larh. at that moment, i felt very very relieved. cos maybe, i did some things right then. and im very glad he appreciated what i did for him. we've both matured into very different people i guess, so i didn't expect it too. and i can say, in a way, in quite a big way, he changed my life, and my view on alot of things. he was one of the people who helped me grow, either through just being there, or helping me up whenever i stumbled. spankiew.
oh and we played arcade together today! been A LONG TIME SINCE I LAST STEPPED INTO AN ARCADE MANS. Time Crisis 2 is still really fun!

i hate buying clothes/stuff on impulse. i splurged on 2 puma tank tops today! somebody, pls stop me before i go berserk!
and i hate it when i make a resolution eg. tidy my table tml ; study tml; blah blah etc etc, and i don't get down to DOING IT! i just get carried away by distractions. the many many distractions.

and yes, going out tml to get jason's present with huzair, and sat im meeting twinnie! passing her very belated present to her, oh yes i musn't forget the scrunchie too.
i can't play squash for at least a week, AT LEAST. bcos my wound didn't look like it healed or got any better in the past 3 days. i hope i don't get tempted to play on saturday. =]
oh yes, and i have jason's chalet on sat. its gonna be great, having classmates together again.

i don't have a song in mind which fits my current mood, so no lyrics today.LOL.


don't look for absolution anywhere else other than yourself. : lena - 12.01am.